Physical: I slept incredibly well last night. I'm in very
little pain today, except in my bladder. I feel way less sick than I have in a while. I showered this morning, and it was lovely. My skin is clearing up. I think my blood pressure it's still a little low, so I skipped clonidine this morning again, but I took it last night.
Mental: My OCD has calmed down significantly. It seems like I frequently need just one or two things to be right, and nothing else seems so bad. Master spent a lot of time looking for my collar last night, and I'm really grateful. It feels so good to have it on.
My thoughts are clear, but not racing. I'm having trouble initiating actions though. Starting this journal was a struggle. I still want to sleep.
Emotional: I'm pretty content. I still want cuddles and kisses more than anything.
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