I really need to get back into writing journals. There's no excuse.
Physical: I took a shower and shaved everything, so that's nice. I'm not hurting too bad. I can't breathe very well, and I can't get my heart rate down. I suspect that those are connected. the heart rate bit is making me really jittery though.
Mental: Reiterating the jittery part. It's hard to focus. I don't have brain fog, but I do have racing thoughts, and I'm forgetting what I'm doing frequently because of it. I've done a bit of cleaning, but in increments because I keep getting distracted.
Emotional: I'm fairly anxious, and on the verge of tears, but I don't feel sad. I feel pretty good actually. Going to sleep little helps with drop.
I'm going out with Mars tonight. I'm pretty anxious about missing work hours, but I also never get to see him. I'm a little concerned about being out of the house at a public place I'm not used to, but I'm going to try it.
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