Saturday, October 14, 2017

Tonight was the third time in two days that I've asked permission to cuddle and he said no. I asked to sit on the floor by him and he said no. And my vulnerable heart is hurting. Have I done something wrong? Have I become overall less desirable?

He's disengaged from opinions on how I dress, look, what I own. What holes and adornementare in my
What did I do wrong?

Am I a bad doll? Will I ever be a good one?

I'm good enough to be fucked, barely.

How am I failing? Please let me work on it. I promise to be better, I just don't understand what I have to do.

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