Monday, October 2, 2017

Journal 10/2/17 Morning

Goddamnit. I lack all the self control, apparently. I bit Solomon's neck really hard, and now he's pissed. Understandably. And I'm crashing now, and it's my own fault. Ugh.

Physical: I didn't take a muscle relaxer last night because I fell asleep unexpectedly. Also, I dislocated my shoulder pretty badly, just from leaning on it. Solomon helped me fix it, but it still hurts. I suspect that my body hurts more than I realize at the moment.

Mental: I'm kind of foggy and very lucid all at the same time. I just want to sleep, not really because I'm tired, but because I'm just overwhelmed. Overwhelmed isn't the right word, but I can't think of a good one. I would like a break, even from good things. I don't feel depressed, but I do feel like there's not enough sleep in the world.

Emotional: Uhhhhhh... this question is too hard.

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