Physical: These nosebleeds are getting really annoying. And I'm having a hard time with physical exhaustion, because of not having enough oxygen. But at least I have Singulair now, so that should get better. Otherwise I'm pretty ok. Coffee seems to help with regulating my heart and blood pressure.
Mental: I cannot fucking focus, and my executive functioning is really messed up. I'm overwhelmed by how much needs to be done, because I jump mentally from task to task. I think I'm going to try writing out a list/plan for the order of things. I really need to talk to Dr. Vera about this on Wednesday. I really just want to work, because it's so concrete and easy to focus on. But it's really irritating that I can't plan around Beth because she's so inconsistent and isn't making or sticking to plans. So I can't even book people properly. Like, we were supposed to have a double at 3:30 but she isn't even here.
Emotional: Pretty much covered by the above. I really need the house and backyard dealt with. It's a mess and I'm sick of it. I hoped with more space Arcane would try to not make the whole house a mess. Like, keep the trash and ghetto nonsense controlled.
I didn't wake up until 1 today, and so I didn't get meds until almost 2. They weren't even made when I woke up. At least when Master was doing them they were made in advance.
I'm irritable, and hot, and bitchy, and scattered, and constantly shaking. Ugh.
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