Journal 9/19/17 Morning

Things feel much more under control, and so do I. Here's what helped:

Last night:

-My furniture is all moved to what used to be Aisha 's room

-The bathroom is clean

-My legs and underarms are shaved finally, and my body is washed

-I rubbed lotion into my whole body

-I helped with organizing my room, including my jewelry!

-I practiced some magic.

-I unpacked boxes.

-I cleaned my room

-There is a plan for each thing that was on the list, Hooray for a little making plans!


Today:

-I showered and washed my hair

-Beth is here

-The ads are posted.

-I ate a food

-I'm sitting at an actual set up desk, getting things done


I feel a little more control over things.


Physical: A little achey, a little itchy, but overall better. Hibiclens has worked wonders for my uti and yeast infection issue, and the acne that was popping up on my face. And I got that hideous hair gel washed out finally. I went to bed at six in the morning, but I feel ok.

Mental: I'm fairly clear headed. I got really good sleep last night. Sleeping alone really is good for me. I like sleeping with Master because of the cuddles and closeness, and the lion energy. I like relaxing into that could of strength. But I also like waking up with not all my energy stolen.

Emotional: I'm so glad to be around Beth. I missed her a lot. And I'm talking to Caleb, which is also nice. We haven't had a good conversation like this is months. I also burned sage and lit grounding and love candles last night, which I think was really helpful. I feel like a bunch of releasing happened.