11/9/17 Journal Morning

Physical: I'm a bit sore and hot from cleaning the kitchen, but I was able to do that, and to mop the kitchen floor and the floor from the doorway to the stairs. Yay for extra hitpoints!
I am still on my period, and I don't have a sponge, so that is annoying. I'm wondering about getting the pure cotton no chemical tampons from Target. Maybe that would help the issues that tampons give me.
My body is sore too often lately. I think I need to go back to avoiding gluten. Maybe there's a laxative I could use instead until the GI issues are taken care of?

Mental: I'm clear headed, and moving quickly. I do seem able to focus though, and not too fixated. I wonder what is helping? I made an entire pot of coffee his morning, maybe that's why.

Emotional: I feel so fulfilled and happy. Giving Master a massage last night, and doing his hair and everything was incredibly recharging. The more I actively love and serve, the more I want to. It's like a snowball effect.
My emotions are very close to the surface today, but seem to be controllable. I'm not used to feeling emotions so readily, but I think this is what I used to be like before ECT. I think it's not bad, I'm just not used to it anymore. Passion is scary, because passion can = fixation and instability. But I think I can use it for good effects.

Today, I'm going to put 100% of my passion into everything I do, and I am going to focus on making sure everything I do is in service to my Master. I'll update as I go along.

I'm also reading through some old emails and such. I'll do that when I need a break from whatever I'm doing, and write thoughts here.

I'm setting my intentions for remembering: remembering my passion, my previous training, the things I've felt, the ways I've been. I'm excited.