What a rough morning. I woke up late, there's no mail, and I didn't get to dye my hair and shower last night. I feel gross, and not ready, and anxious. I have hair dye in my hair now. Hopefully I don't get a client too early.
Physical: I feel pretty ok, actually. A little drained, a little slow moving, but that might all just be morning stuff. My hands are a bit stiff. My stomach is a little bit upset.
Mental: I'm a bit foggy, but it seems to be getting better as I wake up. I have a fair number of spoons today, though, so that's nice.
Emotional: I was really sad when Master left. We did have some fun last night in the night, so I might just be kind of spacy/droppy from that and yesterday overall. I hope we get chances to talk today during the day. I do not feel ready for work. I feel incredibly emotionally vulnerable, and not as protected from clients' bullshit as I normally do. I need to take some time this morning to work on my shields and the energy in the bedroom. It's still all full of the energy from yesterday's events, and it's making my feelings kind of mixed up and confusing.
That's a challenge that I forgot/ didn't anticipate. M/s energy feels different, and it feels good, and I want to hang onto it, so shifting energetically is difficult. Well, pragmatic, not romantic.
I feel overall prepared to do my best today, now that I've written for a bit. I'm not sure how I'll feel at the end of the day.
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