I took a shower, and used the shower chair. It was amazing! This must be what it feels like to shower as a normal person.
I've been really trying to focus on recovery today. I've been connecting with the energy of last night when Master was gone, and essentially doing my best to drown in relaxing hedonism. Shower, shaving, face mask, painting my toes, wearing a soft skirt and nothing on top, reading, writing, napping, netflix. Just really listening to what my body and brain think feels good. It's been really helpful, and I'm hopeful that I'll be able to work tomorrow.
I feel like my best self. Clean, shiny, soft, calm, smart, kind, sexual and subby but not desperate.
I really love my Master, and I want to feel close to him, so that I can share this with him. A car date with food and song discussion, a resteraunt date (ghengis grill, maybe? Or Mexican?), play, sex, watching tv, cuddles... any of these things sound great to me. Just basking in eachother's happy, relaxed energy, and soaking it up together.
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