Friday, July 28, 2017

Journal 7/28/17 Afternoon

Well, I had two clients, my nails are done, Master stayed home today and cleaned the house, and pulled some weeds and stuff. Overall, I feel much better than I did. I'm still a bit anxious, but cuddles and cleanliness have really helped.

Physical: Super achey. I had a headache earlier, but I think I just needed caffeine. I'm tired, but not exhausted. I took a nap for a few hours this morning while waiting for clients. I'm having to sleep on my back lately because of pain.

Mental: It's still hard to focus, but thoughts aren't racing quite so much. I feel less clear headed, and my brain isn't as quick.

Emotional: Worried, kind of, and grateful to Master for staying home today. It literally kept me out of the hospital. I'm a bit drained still, emotionally.

I'm super, super sexual though. I let both clients fist me, and the first one spanked me. I was really, really tempted to give the first one oral, even though I never do that with clients. And at the nail salon, the artwork of feet was making me wet.

I don't feel desperate for sex, but I would really love it. Preferably with some spanking or caning or face slapping, or being pinned to a wall and kissed and bitten and choked...

That actually reminds me of a thing I used to love: being pinned against a wall, facing the wall, and being spanked like that. Mmmm.

Please Master?

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