Journal 8/10/17 Morning

Physical: I took a shower, and that was nice. I slept pretty well last night too, like 5.5 hours, and woke up naturally at 8. I'm still hurting and bendy, but not as bad. Still having GI problems though, so I'm not eating much. I've lost another couple of pounds,  probably more than that, since I'm on my period as of today and that tends to make me bloated.

Mental: I took straterra last night, and I'm definitely more easy going today. I'm still sleepy, and mote motivated, but not by a lot. I did a little bit of bathroom cleaning, and I will try to do more of it today, and/or maybe some dishes. No clients yet, which is frustrating.

Emotional: Master explained to me why he seemed more engaged when I shielded. He was trying to save the scene because I felt disconnected. That explanation really helped. Then I felt like I needed aftercare,  and I got it. Today, I might be dropping a little? I just want sleep, cuddles, and maybe a little bit of grinding or spanking. I don't feel very primal, or little. A little bit anxious, but not frantic. It's manageable.
Overall, I'm pretty ok.