Monday, August 21, 2017

Journal 8/22/17 Evening

I'm lying in bed next to Master, in minimal pain and minimal anxiety, having had a very productive day, and with mana (my new word for spoons) to spare.

My slave self is affirmed because of Master's praise.

My little self is thrilled by having been very good. Good enough for a snow cone!

Kierna is appeased by having so much time out!

Doll is glowing, internally and externally, because actual face washing and new moisturizer are very rejuvenating, and my skin has needed it badly.

I've been cycling between physical tasks and static tasks, with some rest thrown in. I'm running out of mana fast as ever. But it's recharging comparatively quickly.

I wish I knew what worked today. I want to keep doing it. I can't help but feel like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. Possible positive factors:

- altar set up
- planner
- sleeping primal
- decent food
- sitting outside
- having a goal (being good enough for a snow cone. Concretely measureable!)


Maybe it's a combination of everything. I have to just keeping seeing what helps, and keep as many of those things going as possible. Here's wishes for an equally good day tomorrow!

For now, it's time for sleep.

Your slavedollpet loves you, Master! 💋


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