Physical: a little more relaxed, a little less in pain. the bed is comfy. My nail keeps lifting, though, and is really a problem.
Mental: my brain is less frantic. I got to focus on shaving Master, which helped my brain focus, and was very grounding. Before that he spanked me a little, and that wasn't emotional or sexual, but it really helped my brain a lot. It cleared my head and calmed my anxiety. I am calm, rational, and reasonable, and I can communicate easily.
Emotional: shaving Master, naked cuddles, and talking were wonderful. I think I needed intimacy (not necessarily sexual or dynamic) to wash away the nonsense of the past few days, and all the performative intimacy of work.
I want to be taken care of, and loved, and petted. Especially petted. I want to be a little animal pet who can walk and (maybe) talk still. That's what I want tonight and tomorrow. Feed me, water me, pet me, feel affection toward me.
Kierna is even back, finally. I'm so glad.
Purrrrrr.
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