My hair is not ok and my skin is not ok and my nails are not ok and my joints are not ok and my face is not ok and my eyebrows are not ok and the stupid hair between my legs is not ok and my digestive system is not ok and my blood is not ok and my collar is not ok and now my Master's skin is not ok and my brain is not ok and my lungs are not ok and my eyes are not ok and my teeth and jaw are not ok and my hands are not ok and my back is not ok and my urinary tract is not ok and my liver is not ok and water is not ok. Nothing is ok.


And I can't make anything ok. Everything gets lost or taken from me and I search and search and never find them. Everything. Everything.


And now my couch spot is not ok and my bedroom is not ok, and the whole house is full of cat pee, and the only thing I can find is the thing I would be happy to never see again.


I will never get better. Nothing gets better. Anything I think I have gets taken or broken or lost or burned or dies or hates me.


And things I think I got rid of come back.


I can't. Help. Someone help me make things ok. Is anyone ok? I don't know anyone who is. I used to be ok. And then it got taken. Everything gets taken. And lost. And broken. And burned. Every good and happy and right thing. Everything/