Saturday, August 5, 2017

Jpurnal 8/4/17 Evening

Oh my goddddd I've been trying for hours to focus enough to write this.

Master found my old collar.  I'm so happy to have it back on. And now that my collar is back on, and right, everything else seems less wrong. Even my nails. It's so strange, that such small things make such a huge difference for my ocd.

I'm much less melancholy now too.

Also, today I came, screaming and shaking, in the car, because Master pulled my hair a certain way

There's a lot rattling in my head, but this is all i can give enough focus to

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