Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Journal 8/9/16 Morning

Physical: I hurt a lot
My hands arms neck address 5 the worst.
 my eyes hurt too and my face is swollen. I can't get hydrated. 

Mental: Dropping so, so hard. I'm a bit spacey still. And I want all the food, particularly Mexican, so badly. I'm devastated, and confused, and I don't know where to start unraveling everything. I need help, especially therapy-ish help.
 It's hard to initiate thought processes, but I can answer questions.

Emotions: Fuck
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