Physical: the blisters on my hands hurt, my body is achey, I'm on the edge of a headache, I'm getting weird mast cell reactions today, and my throat hurts. Some of that, I think, is allergies.
Mental: Thinking is hard. I'm very, very literal. Very simple. I'm probably a little spacey.
I think I said this morning that I wanted to be simple? I think this is what I meant. Brain shut down. Clear and specific orders. I really wish I had figured that out much earlier in the day. I don't feel like I've had enough time to happily and smoothly return to normal brain functioning in the morning. I wonder if I can ask for orders for tomorrow? I'd like to.
Emotional: I don't know. I don't really want to know.
I know I'm much closer to hurt and lost and crying than to angry and yelling.
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