Physical: my right knee was hurting a lot when I woke up. I think I'm generally achey, but not enough to notice unless I really think about it.
Mental: I'm clear headed verbally, but a little dizzy otherwise. I'm likely to be easily confused and overwhelmed by certain verbal things today, though less so with written words.
Emotional: I'm still a little bit little, and a little bit primal. I'm not at all sexual, though we know how fast that can change. I'm emotionally vulnerable, but out of fucks to give, meaning I'll be easily hurt, but not spiral-y and more just quiet and maybe sad.
I want grounding, comforting things. weekday sounds the best is if I can get just a bit spacey, but not tax my body or think too much. Things like tight hugs with a little nails, sitting on the floor leaned against Master's legs, laying under his feet, curled up by his lower body, and particularly the warm, grounding, kisses of watersports on my body.
I think I'd also feel pretty good about simple commands: don't talk, or sit without moving, or make this, or eat that, or do this small house project (desk, or bathroom, or counters, or fridge, or whatever) and have it done by such and such time.
I guess how I feel, and where I want to stay today, is simple. Just simple.
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